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Monster of Needing

by Half Dream

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1.
Celia 03:14
I watch you pick tomatoes from the garden I watch you pour your coffee in the cup I see the way your hands they look like flowers A vine unfurled beneath the morning sun You dust the shelves, put on a gospel record You made me think that He could save me too I wonder if you've ever really seen it The magic that is made up of you And don't you go Celia, don't you go Away You look so different underneath fluorescents I comb your hair, I paint your fingernails I whisper I'm so sorry that I left you You said it could have been me instead And don't you go Celia, don't you go Away And this part, the worst part You're gone
2.
Where are you going? Will I find me there? There's fear in the knowing I'd follow you anywhere Strange lover Foolish brother Do you even know? Do you even know? The moon she is watching As you call my name I come from the shadows Hoping you'd do the same Strange lover Foolish brother Do you even know? Do you even know? Do you even know? Do you even know?
3.
Warmest Blue 03:48
The truth of me wasn’t true enough And maybe I didn’t need your love But I was running toward You saw me from up above I watched your mouth And I bit my tongue I was running toward I was running toward I was running toward you The warmest shade of blue You, the warmest shade of blue Siren sound from your front porch Head hung low like you were bored You threw up on your black dress I wiped your brow and I held my breath I was running toward I was running toward I was running toward you The warmest shade of blue You, the warmest shade of blue The truth of me wasn’t true enough
4.
I’d like to know you best I’d like to need you less When I look in your eyes Maybe I’d be surprised By the wanting If I could take you to last year in early June You’d see the sweetest scene River it washed us clean Of the doubting, and the hurting No one knows you like I do And no one knows you If I could leave you with Only one final gift It would be just to say You’ll always stay this way In my heart And for always No one knows you like I do And no one knows you Your softness made me harder Your hardness made me softer No one knows you like I do And no one knows you
5.
My clothes all on your floor Pleading with a locked door You have no words to give But still you let me in And it’s where we begin No more an if but when ‘Cause sorry is a love word Sorry is a love word And grace may she discover And grace may she cover us Trust that fickle thing I’d take it o’er any gold ring You push me to extremes But still you’re in my sweetest dreams And I don’t blame you at all They pushed you to the fall And I’d take it if I could But it would do no good ‘Cause sorry is a love word Sorry is a love word And grace may she discover And grace may she cover us
6.
One day I’ll unzip my skin There stands the one who entered in A priestess, a pact made in blood A healer drowned in the flood And I will no longer be afraid I will wander And I will no longer be ashamed I have walked this earth much longer Than I knew In this life I came in a martyr A fool heart, gold in the coffer I wear them, the chains of my mother Confounded the plans of my father And I will no longer be afraid I will wander And I will no longer be ashamed I have walked this earth much longer Than I knew
7.
Home is where the heart is And it houses all my shame A love not without blindness Learned to speak my name A monster made of needing And a baby filled with rage I beat my fists and waited For the help that came too late Love is a sword Love is a sword Love is a sword I cut my throat to pieces On the sharpness of your truth You never meant to hurt me The way that they hurt you Love is a sword And I cut this cord And I cut this cord

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Half Dream’s debut album Monster of Needing is an exercise in healing. It’s gathering the big, messy feelings accumulated over a lifetime, throwing them at the wall, and seeing what sticks—and what can be released. Front-woman Paige Renée Berry crafts songs that draw on her personal experiences of childhood trauma, abusive relationships, and personal growth to explore universal themes of resilience. Half Dream operates in that space between the ethereal and the visceral, creating an invitation to sit with the uncomfortable and celebrate forward momentum.

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released October 23, 2020

released October 23, 2020
Lead Vocals, Guitar / Paige Renée Berry
Harmony Vocals, Lead Guitar / Tyler Jordan
Drums / Conner Strickland
Bass / Caitlin Callas
Mixed/Produced by Dan Duszynski (dandysounds)
Mastered by Carl Saff

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Half Dream Austin, Texas

Half Dream is a dream folk band from Austin, TX whose music explores identity, overcoming trauma, & moving past fear. Their debut EP Monster of Needing was self-released October 23, 2020 with their debut LP slated for October 7th, 2023.

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